Look at me darling
coming back again
unfailingly doing what I always do
like a kicked puppy.
It's pathetic, really,
but when I get a jolt of
nausea or pain it is a quiet
reminder
that I am alive.
So I'll probably pretend to be strong
for a time again
and then I'll return
to this game
to have a turn
to play.
I like hurt
If I didn't I could t possibly like you
(and I really really like you)
With love, Beau xx
