Friday, 14 October 2011

Fairy stories

Once upon a time
I mentioned forever
or almost forever at any rate.

I have never regretted saying anything more.

Because although we're not there yet
I'm looking at this rationally
through a grown up's eyes
(because supposedly we are both grown up's)
and seeing that this risk, hurt, complication
would not be worth it if that wasn't a possibility.

So no I'm not planning for it
I'm not resting on it
and I'm certainly not going to force it.

But I have no intention of going anywhere

and I kinda like you.

With Love, Beau xx

I tried my best to never let you in

We are different

because we were entirely an accident.

For once,
the first time
in a long time
love was the last thing I wanted.

And then you came.

And you made me fall
because of who you are
not because of what I hunted.

It is you that I am in love with

and for that reason
this, us, we are real.

(But in all honesty I think you know that because it courses through every moment I spend with you)

I can't deny this anymore.

We wouldn't be trying this if it wasn't true.

With love, Beau xx

Sunday, 2 October 2011

Corazon

My definition of home has suddenly
and unexpectedly
changed.

No it's not what you think
or rather it's not where I now reside.

It's a place that moves
a place that grounds me
a place that is a person.

Because isn't home meant to be where you feel safest?

Here's the kicker

I feel safest with him

With love, Beau xx