Maybe

it's not safe to wear my heart on my sleeve yet

Oh crap

Flip Reverse

I realized the difference

between this and everything that's come before.

I've known all along that this was special

but it's kinda awesome

to know why.

Ultimately it comes down to this:

Whereas before I couldn't imagine my life without someone, I was afraid to minus them out after the fact.

Now, this time, even without full commitment, I know I have to have him in my life. I have to make him a part of my life. I have to plus him in.

It's that which makes this so very ridiculously special.

With Love, Beau xx

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Charming

This photo

Is from the day of my grand return.

He scarfed his gift down

Inelegantly

Childishly

Hungrily.

In short in the opposite way to how he does anything else.

I lahved it.

Ah memories.

With love, Beau xx

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