Sun is rising

My cheeks hurt

because I have smiled

for the last 14 hours

straight.

With love, Beau xx

Alternative

I wish

that we become how we were

that I remember that night and whether

I said no,yes,maybe

that you trust me

especially when I say

that since I've been yours

I have not looked at a single other man

as anything other than a friend

because I do not see their faces.

I miss yours

I love yours

I am yours

And I can't bear the thought of an incident

that I cannot recall or fathom

throwing that all away.

Here it is: Please I need you. Please don't go.

With love, Beau xx

Hello?

I'm not going to beg

for you to forgive me

because if I do that

and it is your love for me, your pity for me

that changes your mind

we will be eternally haunted

because you must be the one to decide.

I will say this

I love you

& I more than kind of need you.

With love, Beau x x