"If happy ever after did exist, I would still be holding you like this"

- this happiness, satisfaction, calm. This can stay. This is love.

Cough Syrup

The worst feeling
I have felt
is the moment when
the person you love most
won't or
can't
tell you why they're hurting.

I have felt it before
and I was too weak
to deal with it.

So now with you the symptoms show
and I'm scared
because you seemed different

and yet you trust me with nothing
your feelings
let alone everything else.

With love, Beau xx

Hello/Good Night

I'm looking forward to the moment

he climbs into bed next to me

at a little bit past midnight.

Being on opposite sleeping/working schedules 

is not very much fun.

but I will relish in the 7ish hours I get by his side.

With love, Beau x x