Ouch

Sometimes I think that you don't care at all

that someone out there is putting temptation in my face
just to rip my heart from my chest
but not yours.

Then when you smile at me, compliment me, make me feel special
my heart soars and once again I realise -
I am utterly addicted to you.

So what to do?

I know what I want.
I want you to fall in love with me
like I'm falling for you

That's all I want
a guarantee of forever from you.

It hurts that I can't yet get that from you.

With Love, Beau xx

photo credit: flickr

Torn

I feel like I'm breaking in half

I just don't know which half will be biggest yet.

Either way this will hurt.

With Love, Beau xx

(falling dangerously in love)

photo credit: flickr

Today was a Fairytale

Ok.

So I've got used to me studying.
I've even got used to me studying
every single day.

Bub majorly struggled to get used to it
and we fought
got all red in the face
and took everythings out on each other.


What I NEVER could have imagined
is that Bub would try studying himself

and would, in fact, take to it.

Dayum he's like a lil bookworm.

(ok so that picture is of him reading literature which he's done his whole life but still)

Maybe now none of those horrible stressful upsetting fights please?

With Love, Beau xx

Blast from the Past

Today is a revision day
like every day
has been
for a lifetime.

Or so it feels.

My iPods on shuffle since I don't have time to choose the songs.

This means that stuff like this song comes up.

You should know that I had no idea this was on my iPod.

Who would've thought Jessica Simpson would be adding the excitement to my day?

With Love, Beau xx

Premonition Demolition

Today I got voted

most likely to marry first

by my classmates in my yearbook.

This feels strangely ominous. Maybe cos it's true that I really am that kinda person.

Would I be a failure if I don't fulfil it?

Strange times.

With Love, Beau xx

(sorry for the lack of posts - my internet blew up. Then I lost my phone charger. The world hates me.)