Blast from the Past

Today is a revision day
like every day
has been
for a lifetime.

Or so it feels.

My iPods on shuffle since I don't have time to choose the songs.

This means that stuff like this song comes up.

You should know that I had no idea this was on my iPod.

Who would've thought Jessica Simpson would be adding the excitement to my day?

With Love, Beau xx

Sunshine Dreaming

I don't have much time today
I have to study so I can make something of myself.

I love this song.

My parent's divorce (woo personal fact!) when I was 6
has never much affected me
that's not a secret; if you asked say, B, she'd tell you.

But it does make me cautious in lurrvvee.
I seriously adore every person I meet,
cos really what's more special than a person?

But trusting them enough to kinda majorly love them
and bother lasting through fights and hurt
and whatnot
that's a little harder.

So this song is special
because Bub is special
and in my world this song is about Bub.

I hope you guys find something in it too.

With love, Beau xx

Bub's Song

I already gave you guys my song
so here's Bub's.

It's so him.

With Love, Beau xx

Aria

This morning Bub asked me what my favourite song is.
I thought long and hard.
Then I though 'what the HELL, why am I even THINKING about this?!'
cos my favourite song is set in stone,
you might even say I'm bewitched by it

I'll post Bub's favourite song later.

With Love, Beau xx

(btw I *always* love the Ella version of this song- and any song - but try Frank's too!)

Contradictions

This song is such a guilty pleasure.

And because I identify with songs lyrically,
more than other factors anyways,
the words remind me of how I have felt,
even if at the moment the whole love thing is up in the air right now.

I love him more than anything but he hurts me (alot)

With Love, Beau xx

Fresh tunes are like fresh OJ .

I realised
that in the last year
I got into a kind of top 40 rut
and I lost all sense
of the music that makes me happy, alive and young.

and then I listened to The Runaways.
not exactly new.
or fresh.
or undiscovered.

but absolutely perfect (for me) right now.

(the bio epic about them comes out this year starring K-Stew)

With Love, Beau xx

"Love is watching someone die"

That is my most favourite lyric from the Death Cab album plans

and that's what I've been up to lately.
making plans like these:


for scouts
and Psonar
and for my future.

Scary Stuff.

With Love, Beau xx

Memory Song

I don't really know how.
But this song.
This song.
Became a memory song.

Hearing it keeps me inspired
it keeps me going.

With Love, Beau xx

Days when you're holding things together (just)

No matter how hard days get
Death Cab
make everything logical
so I can fix things
and smile again.

P.S. Nothing is half hearted

With Love, Beau xx

Friends Forever (Graduation)

So I've been thinking lately
that if I leave this town for another in England
I will feel terribly terribly trapped.

But equally if it's the USA
that ends up being for me
my heart will be absolutely wrenched
from my chest.

This song may just sum all that up...
I think.

P.S. Starter For Ten is a whole load of beautiful.

With Love, Beau xx

Woah

I guess our song* is kinda typical.
Which is bizarre
cos I never thought
our song would be anything less
than 100%
obscure

*or one of them at least

"I don't know what the future may hold"

This song makes me smile:
It's emo without the blah,
It's 'edgy' without the roar,
It's teenage without the angst.

Oh and it's pretty, so pretty.