Saturday, 28 April 2012

This love

could weather a thousand storms,

it does,

that's us.

With love, Beau xx

Monday, 23 April 2012

I know

that I don't deserve your sympathy.

But when I'm telling you
that I'm not okay
and that I can't escape 
would you listen, and tell me 
that I'm going to be alright?

Because when you abandon me
when you say goodnight
I'm alone on this Earth. I'm alone.

With love, Beau xx

Wednesday, 18 April 2012


I've been waiting for you
and will be
all my life.

Waiting room

So now, my love
I wait for you to decide
if you were waiting for me
or I was just part of the ride.

I can't blame you
I hate me
I would hate me.

I love us. For the record. 

Waiting is a stressful thing
a stress which
with the irony of a scot
I managed to take out on you
and so really seal my lot.

I regret that. So. 

In the end, all it took was for the truth to be known
for me to realise
that my mistake was in taking you 
for simply home.

For you're much more,
you're potential
the heart that keeps me alive.

I've been sleeping 
in this dive and breathing
has been...hard.

I miss you.

So now, my love,
I am waiting.

With Love, Beau xx