Monday, 11 June 2012

Hello/Good Night

I'm looking forward to the moment
he climbs into bed next to me
at a little bit past midnight.

Being on opposite sleeping/working schedules 
is not very much fun.
but I will relish in the 7ish hours I get by his side.

With love, Beau x x 

Monday, 4 June 2012

One night

cannot change everything
if you don't let it.

And can change everything
if you do.

Lesson learnt 
not everything needs to be taken
so damn seriously. 

With love, Beau x x

Sunday, 3 June 2012


Tonight you let me leave
choked with tears. 

There is a moment

when you're voice has little love in it
and we slip into endless silence
because of me being low and negative,
when my whole body shakes
with fear
and emotion
and the need to cry.

It's horrible, that moment.

I should stop making them.

With love, Beau x x

Friday, 1 June 2012


I am not worthy
of the love that comes to me
from the most worthy and good person I know.

I feel guilty,
in this situation I am a fraud.

I am not good enough
and that makes me sad.

With love, Beau xx