This love

could weather a thousand storms,

it does,

that's us.

With love, Beau xx

I know

that I don't deserve your sympathy.

But when I'm telling you

that I'm not okay

and that I can't escape 

would you listen, and tell me 

that I'm going to be alright?

Because when you abandon me

when you say goodnight

I'm alone on this Earth. I'm alone.

With love, Beau xx

FYI

I've been waiting for you

and will be

all my life.

(source)

Waiting room

So now, my love

I wait for you to decide

if you were waiting for me

or I was just part of the ride.

I can't blame you

I hate me

I would hate me.

I love us. For the record. 

Waiting is a stressful thing

a stress which

with the irony of a scot

I managed to take out on you

and so really seal my lot.

I regret that. So. 

In the end, all it took was for the truth to be known

for me to realise

that my mistake was in taking you 

for simply home.

For you're much more,

you're potential

inspiration

the heart that keeps me alive.

I've been sleeping 

in this dive and breathing

has been...hard.

I miss you.

So now, my love,

I am waiting.

With Love, Beau xx