Hello/Good Night

I'm looking forward to the moment

he climbs into bed next to me

at a little bit past midnight.

Being on opposite sleeping/working schedules 

is not very much fun.

but I will relish in the 7ish hours I get by his side.

With love, Beau x x 

One night

cannot change everything

if you don't let it.

And can change everything

if you do.

Lesson learnt 

not everything needs to be taken

so damn seriously. 

With love, Beau x x

Repeat

Tonight you let me leave

choked with tears. 

There is a moment

when you're voice has little love in it

and we slip into endless silence

because of me being low and negative,

when my whole body shakes

with fear

and emotion

and the need to cry.

It's horrible, that moment.

I should stop making them.

With love, Beau x x

Verdad

I am not worthy

of the love that comes to me

from the most worthy and good person I know.

I feel guilty,

in this situation I am a fraud.

I am not good enough

and that makes me sad.

With love, Beau xx