I am

so happy

right now

at last.

With love, Beau xx

I think I might be running out of tears to give, to cry.

Perfect

You screw up my life

and now you screw up my head.

Please just leave me

to die

or survive.

Please just leave me be.

With love, Beau xx

And if

If I feel this alone

after losing you for a night

then what does that suggest

that our future holds?

My best friend came to stay

came to play

and it was so much fun.

Now you're gone

and I know it's not 

a permanent fixture

or at least it might be.

Oh those words

send tingles of fear down my spine

because it just wouldn't be right

it just wouldn't be right

for us to let this go, this light,

this night

for the sake of someone so determined

to slight us.

It is clear that

I was given an easy choice

if I had lost my voice

and had failed to tell you that I was done

I could still have won

he could have won.

But I made a choice

one annee ago

and that will last for ans, forever.

You are it.

Believe me, choose life, right, light, happiness, us. 

With love, Beau xx