Diary Date

This is the regular reminder

of which you are a fantastic provider

that I need to look for more.

Because you get me this close

to some crazy notion

that there is a one and only

and that you might be it

and then again

You provide me with the knowledge

reminder

reassurance

that we are not a thing

that's right for me.

Thank god for that at least.

With love, Beau xx

The Wilderness

"Honey, we need to talk"

How many times in this year

have I tried to say that phrase?

How many time in this year

have I failed?

And it's for all the wrong reasons

like that you need to be saved.

And I'm sorry because honesty escapes me

every single day.

If this was right

why would my heart decide

to miss him every single day?

With love (always), Beau xx