For better

So here it is then

the moment that I had dreaded

for so long

for I am on my own

for better or worse

in the cold north...

...how strange it is then

that I feel so content.

The sudden realisation that I have been 

putting off an event 

that actually had little effect

is almost irritating.

By the way,

I am partly putting this down

to the sheer number of smiles

you have put on my face

of late.

For better or worse?

For better,

for much, much better. 

With love, Beau xx

'Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again'

There's a reason I keep up this bad habit.

At least we both find it amusing

how laughably fallen for you I am.

At this stage,

you could do anything and

I would still

come running back.

At that I sound awful and lost and useless

but I keep doing it with the vague

unending hope that something good

will come from it.

With love, Beau xx