Daydreaming

Dreaming in general
has become a dangerous pursuit,

I don't dare to want the things I do
so my subconscious does it for me.

With love, Beau xx

Shutdown

Here's a plea to every person out there

who is confused, or lonely, or emotional;

being second/third/tenth best

never feels ok

no matter how much you want it to

to achieve the outcome that you daydream about

so don't ever let yourself be it. 

Ever. 

You will get hurt,

there will be a reminder 

a photo or a comment 

and suddenly every emotion that you've suppressed

will come flooding back

when you last need it to. 

With love, Beau xx

I want

I want to be the girl you call when you have a bad day

I want to call you when I have too

you make me laugh and I think I do the same

so if any equation seems perfectly solved

it is surely this one?

How frustrating, then, that it isn't

and I can't just come out and tell you 

boldly, directly, as I do with every thing else

that that is what I want.

(I suppose it could be that I want
never seems to get)

With love, Beau xx