There's this thing
hanging over our heads
a monster, a shadow, a haunting.
What with decisions
being made at a particular point in time
things can change
and my plans aren't quite as perfect now.
So another decision is looming
whether it'll actually be made....
....well that I don't know.
One thing I do know is that this:
'I know it's gotta stop love but I don't know how'
is the last thing I want to be relevant right now.
Whether he agrees with me on that
whether he's a fighter, a dreamer, a believer
I can't quite tell.
This is a big one.
With love, Beau xx