Hello

And now I am like this

I can say

the things I've been meaning to

the truth, or at least underlying shadows

of us.

For instance

that you hurt me, occasionally,

and that that emphasises the fact, in my mind,

that I am not good enough.

And that, sometimes, I wonder

if you know who I am

because I always act happy for you

because that is what I feel I need to do.

But then I remember the times I've been honest about the past

about my heart

how despite the scars

you said

I love you

before I knew it to be true.

And I realise that it's more that I need

reassurance

from you, rather than that the foundation isn't there.

With Love, Beau xx