this was once in a lifetime
and yet it has shattered everything.
And so for you
who has acted this scene
a thousand times
how do you even survive?
And I realise that it was that drive, to keep you alive
that made me hold too tight.
I cared and in that I was mistaken.
Because you have wounds to heal
and I am just a meal
that keeps your soul's starvation
Do you realise that I am destroyed?
Do you realise that I'm still your toy?
Do you realise that I can help you boy?
I can help you
and I want to
and I don't think you've had that for a while.
With Love, Beau xx