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For me

this was once in a lifetime

and yet it has shattered everything.

And so for you

who has acted this scene

a thousand times

how do you even survive?

And I realise that it was that drive, to keep you alive

that made me hold too tight.

I cared and in that I was mistaken.

Because you have wounds to heal

and I am just a meal

that keeps your soul's starvation

at bay.

Do you realise that I am destroyed?

Do you realise that I'm still your toy?

Do you realise that I can help you boy?

I can help you

and I want to

and I don't think you've had that for a while.

With Love, Beau xx